Confuse

Haiz, Cant understand wht i doing, what i thinking now...
Very Very confuse, feel so sad, think cry...
What i thinking, what i want?
so moody...so confuse
smooking, ya...dono why, i very think smooking nw
smooking that feel can make me happy some...
god, why?
i love you, you love who?
want hate you, but i cant...
why...
what should i do...