结局

结束了
一切结束了
你做到了
离开你时,不掉下一滴眼泪
一个不完美的结局
勇与静,在此画上一个句号
未来是否还有故事呢
我不知道,
谁都没错
错就错在我爱上了一个背叛我两次的女人
我已痛到麻木了
对不起,杨于静...
我们的故事...结束~

我的幸福不是你,
是谁呢?~

我对吗?

一起这么久了,我的做法对吗...
是否今日我不去找你
你就不会告诉我你去看电影呢
就连我去了,你都不留我下来看电影...
约你喝茶,想和你聊,却没想到因为朋友你拒绝了我
第二次了,
是否有第三者已介入我们了
我和你越来越远了
我越来越不了解你了..
天啊,是时候我该放开了吗?
爱一个人,就应该学会放手,
我是不是该时候放手了...
有谁可以告诉我?
你到底想着什么,我到底算什么...
最近我的心很痛...头很痛
很累了...
我该怎么做呢?
我何时才能脱离这种日子...
你是我的幸福吗?
真的有一日你会改变吗?
天啊!
还是我真正的幸福还没到来?
我很辛苦啊...
我要放弃吗?
我这样对吗?

矛盾

这次吵了蛮久的...
好像很多东西都变了...
感觉再也不像以前将了,
弄你吻你再也不再像以前一样...
那种感觉不见了...
男性朋友,女生就一定需要男性朋友吗?
为什么会让我感觉到
做你的男朋友差过做你的男性朋友
做你的男性朋友至少你还会什么事情都告诉他
而我呢...什么都不知的
好像戴绿帽...==
还记得上次我跟其他女生聊的时候
你生气得要命...
好像什么事情都你可以做但我却不能似的
想了好多啊...
感觉好像上一次...
你就不能做到让我对你有多一点点信任吗?
很累了,我很累
不知你想怎样
也不知自己想怎样
是否你喜欢上别人了
却怕别人不喜欢你
然后好让你回到我身边
还是
你和他已经在一起了
却怕某天会失去他
失去了可以回到我身边
还是
你喜欢我但又喜欢他
一脚踏两船呢
最近一直的看戏
看戏的确能体会到
了解到某些东西...
现在的我
大概也知道自己喜欢什么的女子了吧
只要一心一意的爱着对方
不隐瞒对方
可以让我信任
可以让我幸福
就可以了...
天啊...几时才会有这样的女子出现在我身旁呢
很想过幸福快乐的生活啊
现在的日子好难过
我好矛盾啊!!!haiz...
天啊...可以教我怎么做吗?T.T

16 Jun3

T_T...the day of eleven month of us
alone at home neh~ Pity Pity...
this few days so tired and busy...
many many things had to do....
but lucky that im happy to work those...
i will try better in this...
laopo
2days more...
fast fast...hehe...wan at airport kiss and hug my laopo
muackzzzzzzzz~~
haha...
so many work still need do lel...
zzZ...

14 of June

2day at saloon...keep look on the paper...
juz check and mark the stock...
so tired...neck so pain...
feel good...coz of hv work...
Dear ar dear...i really nothing to say jor d lor
plan on urself...take care on ur healthy
dun always eat maggie...
aiyo...maggie no good ba...
try keep money to buy good more the thing eat ma
haiz...yee also de...ask jor help me...mayb no help also...
sure is same the lens wear for long time...
wan how only u can change lel...
hmm...hope the day come faster
for ur future...~
Muackzz....if kiss you can make you change...
i sure keep and non stop kiss you...
love you...hope you change too~

The 1st day work~

The 1st day work at suzanna~
Omg~So many product so many stock...
From morning in comp until evening...but still haven done yet
Wana Crazy soon~Tired
Dear...2nd day at kk...
haiz...sien...publing wa...so bad!
Herh~aikz...seem like so many work haven done yet...
tonite no nid sleep jor...T.T
hmm...worry abt you...really!!
wht ever...aikz...
tracy tracy...my kai mummy haha...
Happy Birthday to You
So Pity lel...dear not beside you...
Im pity too...missing dear
Muackzzz...start work!!
huh...o.O

The first Day~

Dear...go KK jor...
must very happy there...
so miss and worry abt you~
hmm~the 1st day...
still hv 6days...seem quite long...
haiz...lucky tht i found the job
can try hard in my work~
Tml the 1st day work...
the 2nd job for me...
2 of this job...also is me nvr think b4...
1 is teacher...1 is saloon salesman...
haha~ quite funny...
hmm~hope this few days faz over...
waiting for you dear...love you..
is time to sleep...><...goodnite dear...love you~muackzzz